I dont know if Im being completely neurotic but...

The collections this season

are making me feel personally violated

I feel like each designer

sent a spy

on a bussiness trip

into my

closet

sketch books

brain

soul

I feel sure that when a designer takes a trip down "appliqué land" I feel threatened...

I think this really means

I am REALLY ready for a job

ahah

My shirt

My different hair colors show

how long Ive had it

starting with today:

(I saw the miu miu collection after putting this on today, and the runway photos were put up over night!!!)

Miu Miu

I ususally look up to Prada as she (was) my god of fashion

untouchable even

now I feel cheated, almost as if I deserve to work with her

oh well Im completely dramatic

and here is Parada's Miu Miu collection

the colection starts to veer off

but still

PS

Of course I love it

The outfits you have been missing

Although this semester has dampened my spirits

(I never thought I would be effected in this way)

My repressed wishes still try to come out

I am reminded by my subconcious about:

shoulder brooches

fur accessories

Leopard ANYTHING

Deciding to live in

London

Amsterdam

Paris

Berlin

Stockholm

New York (ONLY if I can work for Marc Jacobs)

Maybe someone can

help with moving insites

because

my thoughts should only be on my final collection

outfits

1929 spider web dress

1960 schiaparelli hat

1950 spider brooch

Lion earring come back with a partner in crime

shoulder brooch lion

ruby red 1940s dress

1940s hat

Oh Viktor & Rolf

Oh Viktor & Rolf how I adore thee

I want to run away to Amsterdam

and be your

eternal worker slave

I will buy your coffee

I will work for free

I just want to be around your magical auras!!!

Come on really

could a collection be MORE perfect?

NO

Amazing experimentation with tulle wasn't enough

They had to kill me with indescribable floral appliques!!

and

silk pants

ahhhhhhhh

With its fantastic color story

Magical construction

textile details

I have awoken

from my Senior thesis blues